Saturday, May 6th, 2006
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10:29 am - packing up...
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and waiting
thats what I'm doing right now.
Even though I'm not leaving until Wednesday..my dad is coming up today..(in like 30 minutes) to pick up some of my shit. I am looking at it..and it doesn't seem like a lot. I didnt pack any of my clothes yet. I'll do that Tuesday..cause I really don't have THAT many clothes..so it shouldnt be too bad.
There is a picnic today for Alpha Chi. I'm thinking I'll make it there..depends on what time my dad gets here and how quickly we pack..I'm thinking it'll be a fast process. I mean..all you do it put the stuff in the truck.
He wants me to carry the light stuff downstairs already...boo..i'll do that in like 10 minutes.
oh. yeah..someone stole 15 bucks off my desk
ugh
so angry
I am very excited to go home, but it's going to be really weird not being here.
Yesterday was such a fun day. Me, Dane and Annie went to dinner and then I wasteed 132 bucks on candy and water..because I have so much left over on my meal plan and we laughed ssooo hard. Me and dane- it was like how it was in the first semester. awesome :)
We went to the supermarket after cause I was in MAJOR need of Nilla Wafers, Mints and Pretzels...
Dane kept saying she'll never see me next year- that makes me sad- cause she will. I know I'm not living with them and things WILL be different- but still.
Yesterday was so nice- I laughed sooo much..more than I have in awhile.
So today..my plan:
Pack
Picnic
Nap
Homework
FOREVER....
okay
bye
eww my desk is all sticky..and theres glitter EVERYWWHHEERRE!!
current mood:  anxious
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Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006
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3:33 pm - ummmm.... ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!
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yyaaayyy!!!
So today has been pretty great so far! Even though the weather here SUCKS-stupid rain. I was in the IDD lab until 2am..but erin called at 12:01 to tell :)
ahh I love all the messages and everything!!
Tonight I have class until 615..then gym..them Study Break..then Applebees with my fam in Alpha Chi
I am very excited.
I hope this day gets even better.
thanks for all the ims saying happy bday- the made me soo happy :)
yay for being 19....last teenage year...ohhh lord
current mood:  loved
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Sunday, April 30th, 2006
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11:49 am - ohh may weekend
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was a shit show.
drunken people ALL over campus. Friday I didnt really get drunk which was okay with me...ahh i dunno.
yesterday was a pretty good day though. Last night at Village Circle EVERYONE was trashed..holy crap.. But looking around..it was like.."hmm this is college." It was a nice feeling though.
So I go home in 10 days which I couldnt be more thrilled about.
I CANNOT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!
My dad I think is coming up on Sunday to get most of my stuff..then mom will come around 12 on wednesday and we are peacing out!
Oh- and my phone screen broke..ugh. I can get calls and make calls if I know the number..and im stuck with it like this til I go home. booooo
okay
well that is all
need to get some food with andrea
bye
current mood:  hungry
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Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
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2:09 pm - today
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it is nice outside again!!
yay
The past two days of rain was so miserable..and I can finally walk around in flip flops again :)
I am sick- AGAIN
I swear I get sick like every two weeks. Now its a cough and congestion- its just lovely.
So Friday night i went to a frat party. First time drinking since "the incident" haha...it was a month. wow
anyway it was pretty good. The boy I kinda like..I need to just stop..its aahh..
I saw him today from a distance but just walked the other way cause I don't want to put myself in a weird situation.
Its just hard when they flirt and you flirt back and you like them- but nothing will happen. So i refuse to look stupid.
anyway
I just ate lunch with this girl I absolutely love. Shes kinda like my second big. I bought her lunch and then frozen yogurt(my new thing) because I have ssooooo much left over money on my meal plan.
My other obsession has been the gym. I'm not sure if I am going to be able to go today...wait. Yay maybe I can. Today: lib then class..then errands...then dinner.. yeah I can go! That makes me so happy!!
Its kind of getting out of hand but I love working out..it really has become my newest obsession!!
Also- i got about one hour of sleep last night..surprisingly I'm feeling pretty awake...we'll see how that last. My roomie didnt go to bed until I was getting up- at 9:30!!!
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I am very excited to summer. I hope it'll be awesome.
My birthday is a week from tomorrow. I hope thats good too...I'm not really sure.
Okay.
bye
PS- im really not recumbent but I just LOVE that word...if allison is reading this- she remembers from the vocab book junior year in ms lewis' class..haha
current mood: recumbent
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Friday, April 21st, 2006
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4:36 pm - so good news!!
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I think I can leave two days earlier than I thought!!
Yay
It will involve me doing my whole final project a week early..but whatever.
So now its 19 days until home :)
which really just makes me smile
Sadly- i don't have much to write.
I think I am changing my one minor. I am really struggling with this IDD..so I think I might just change it to English...so yeah
Class..gym..lunch then class. That was my exciting day so far.
I have a meeting now..(at 5) then I think maybe a frat party tonight...I'm really hoping it'll be fun. I need a good fun night.
okay
bye
current mood:  blah
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Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
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4:13 pm - ohhh summer
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Why are you taking so long to get here?
So this weekend home for Easter was nice...simple..not much happened at all but its okay- its home :)
I went to Jills house for Easter which was good.
School is killing me..literally
i just need it to end.
Monday=very good day.
I tried frozen yogurt for the very first time and it was aammazzingg. I am very excited about it. yay...now that made the day good.. then I got an okay grade in JRN AND the best part- I thought i failed my Econ test...umm nope- I got an A!! yay
Today I am just tired..everything is making me so blah.
I have class at 5-615..then going to an JRN extra credit thing..then something for Alpha Chi which is bound to go kinda late- like 11 or later.
but- its okay :) I think it'll be fun
Tomorrow should be okay and this weekend too, I'm hoping.
Sunday we have the MS Walk..then something for Alpha Chi..then Church..then Chapter...so Sunday will be a busy/fast day.
The next two weeks after that is going to be boring- studying for finals and such.
oh summer
get here now plleeasee
okay bye
current mood: anxious
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Thursday, April 13th, 2006
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9:43 am - i am waiting
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to peace out of here.
my ride (whom I love so very much) haha overslept..so now I'm just chilling..and waiting
oh man
i gained two of my pounds back.. :/ it could just be a bad day and I need to stop obsessing and just start working hard at it again..
yay
okay
i want to leave
now
no really
NOW
I'm tired....
lotsof people are hungover today
not me though
I'm just tired for I don't know why
this entry sucks
sorry but oh well
k bye
current mood: restless
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Wednesday, April 12th, 2006
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1:09 am - im annoyed...again
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with who do u say?
Who the hell do you think
OMG i need home and not sharing a room with people who are rude and drive me crazy! I just want to sleep and shes playing music...yes its low- but still..it shouldnt be on at 1 in the morning..
I may flip out soon
OMG
OMG
OMG
okay bye
current mood:  annoyed
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Sunday, April 9th, 2006
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2:29 pm - so..
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Things are okay right now
I am an official member!!! I can wear my letters and they look so pretty.!! yay- 8 weeks of pledging- over :)
My mom came Friday night.. I slept at the hotel with her that night after initiation forreasons..not wanting to be in my room...craziness..whatever.
The brunch was yesterday=real good food.
Yesterday/last night ..had the best nap ever..PASTA (havent eaten pasta for like 5 months!! o i missed it!) and then bed early and slept a lot.
Today I came back to school..and tried to clean my room more- its kinda of hopeless..the glitter and confetti is everywhere and will not go away..I havent even started to claen out my drawers..
This time in four days- I will be home..how nice is that
So I got an editor position on the newspaper...but not the one I wanted. I was really upset. I got the "easy" part...its just not what I had in mind. I was so upset at first...but I have to work my way up. I'm a freshman and can't just think I'm going to get handed a position...so I need to just suck it up and do my best with this part..and next year..we'll see.
Today:
meeting for the paper @ 3 that I almost forgot about
Gym
Chapter meeting 6-8
Homework (paper thats due tomorrow)
Greys Anatomy
The rest of the week: ummmmm going to be pretty busy I suppose... Econ test Wednesday...paper due Tuesday.etc etc
We are leaving early Thursday morning.. yay
There is this huge party here on Thursday night..which I won't be going to..which is okay.
I can't drink for awhile
especially not liquor..OH NO
okay
peace out
and its really nice out today!!
oh and i saw that really cute boy today..but we didnt talk THAT much but still..ahh!! hes so cute and I'm a nerd cause he has a gf and i mean nothing but still..ahh so cute <3
me
current mood: good
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Monday, April 3rd, 2006
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8:52 pm - things are better
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So my freaking out about school, life, the roomies...doing better now..
i just get in those moods and I flip!...
You all know what i mean.
Friday is initiation..can't wait for this crazy/stressful week to be over.
I'm excited for summer...getting money from a job and such.
cannot wait!!
i have to leave in a few minutes and wont be back for a LOONG time
ahh
current mood: calm
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Saturday, April 1st, 2006
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5:56 pm - so
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the retreat ended up being pretty good.
so i have a new crush kinda haha and its bad cause he has a girlfriend..its not a crush- its just ahh hes real cute and nice..but whatever it is- it was nice to at least get excited about a boy..since recently theres been none of that.
but i did meet this other boy who was real nice and I'm pretty sure I remember his name right- so i go to look for him on facebook..and he doesnt have it!! wtf
it was real nice to get away for 24 hours...i definitely needed it.
the retreat was good..but it reminded me of Kairos..this was at a summer camp so the setting was so different..but still reminded me of how much i liked Kairos.
I am so psyched. This time in a week- I'll have seen my mom- have no idea what I'm doing afterward..but still :)
I think I'm staying in tonight to do homework- one of the things is a 7 page paper :/ oh yeah- what a wild life i lead..but it needs to get done and this week is going to be nuts.
k peace out
oh yeah- Happy April!! I <3 the beginning of new months!!
current mood:  tired
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Friday, March 31st, 2006
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12:47 pm - umm
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okay well i offically update this way too much..oh well- get over it
I was reading Kate OHaras journal and she had that list of all the things she was looking forward to and how like the next two months of her life were basically planned...
I did the same thing about a year ago... i had every weekend planned from prom, to graduation to the wedding to europe.
This years isnt nearly as interesting but I'll do it anyway just so it seems like something:
This week- so much shit for the sorority..fundraising, practice..and loads of homework. but this weekend..Friday=initation. then Saturday= seeing my mom and then not sure about that night? out with the girls? or hanging in the hotel with my mom? I think the latter sounds ammaazzzing.
The weekend after is Easter. Leaving early Thursday morning and staying til early Monday morning. So thats awesome at least.
the weekend after.. not too much going on...homework? some kind of fun? ( i think this weekend may drag..? we shall see)
then after..May weekend..which supposedly isnt going to be nearly as fun :(
then after..my birthday which is smack dab in the middle of the week before finals..so thats not going to be any fun.
that weekend is studying for finals
then SUMMER
so..i guess mapping it out like that makes it sound bareable. so im glad i did it..even if i bored someone else..psh its my journal.
like i think i mentioned before..im going away tonight..(thank god) i can't deal with being in my room any longer. I hate having roommates..what the fuck
being with someone who watches TV until 3 AM and make so much noise..AAHH sounds trivial but its driving me CRRAZZZYYY..
oh and ps
i really miss having a kitchen..oh 41 days and i can eat again :)
oh and im sick- which just is fabulous. even though i think im getting better?
this entry is a lot of bitching...sorry but that it something I am good at..(no mean comments agreeing with that please)
k bye
current mood: annoyed
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Thursday, March 30th, 2006
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8:02 pm - whyy
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why am i feeling so sad right now?
its so interesting how I can feel so many different ways/moods in such a short period of time. I know thats how I am- but its just weird.
I want to go home
i miss home so much.
I am excited for this next week- but I'm just so drained. In a week and day..I will be initiated.. and i can't wait..but just getting there seems so far away.
I am going on a new member retreat for it tomorrow night until saturday afternoon- so I'm hoping that'll be good??
I dont know..my mood towards life right now is: blah..complete and utter blah.
I'm still kinda upset about this weekend..but am slowly getting over it.
Two weeks- i will be home!!!!! Ahh- I cannnot wait...in 9 days- I'll be with my mom.
Yeah I know I have tons of countdowns..but I need them to keep me going..
42 days til summer break
ohhh time...go faster
current mood: blah
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Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
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3:38 pm
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okay im doing this..then my IDD hw..
i JUST CANT DO It
im so fucked with schoolwork
ahh
yet im doing this anyway
yeah- i suck
January
1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? yes
2. Who did you kiss when the ball dropped? hmm no one..like usual?
3. Does it snow where you live? umm yeah- damn CT
4. Do you like hot chocolate? yes!!!
5. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop? nope..i think i'd get crushed and die
February
1. Did you have a valentine in 2006? no
2. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? yess- that was cute
3. Do you care if the groundhog see's its shadow or not? no..i just care if the weather is nice
March
1. Are you Irish? yyessss
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? no- even though its my favorite color..but i wore a cute outfit..
3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2006? hmm went out to eat with kel and brian (in my cute outfit- HA and im wearing that shirt today- wweeirrd)
4. Are you happy when winter is pretty much over? YYEESSSS
April
1. Do you like the rain? i love when it pours..i want to be kissed in the rain..me and allison used to always talk about that..it'll happen..someday
2. Will you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? no i hate those damn jokes
3. Do you get tons of candy on easter? no- candy makes me fat
4. Do you celebrate 4-20? easter? yea
May
1. What's your favorite kind of flower? lily
2. Do you like the spring? of course..i was born then- thats why its so amazing!!!
3. Finish the phrase: flowers? is that right? im confused..screw this question
4. What is the first spring color that comes to mind? pink
June
1. What year did(do) you graduate from school? grade school - 2001, high school - 2005
2. Did you go on any vacations last June? AAHH Europe with kel- ahh i cry thinking about it..literally..best time of my life
July
1. What will you do on the 4th of July? no idea- work?
2. Do you go on any vacations during this month? no..well i went home for a week and did nothing
3. Do you Blast the A/C all day? umm when my mom lets me..which isnt a lot
August
1. Will you do anything special to end off your summer? umm no
2. What was your favorite summer memory of '05? EUROPE WITH KEL..and fun times with jill and kel :)
3. Did you have sunburn? umm yes?
4. Do you go to the beach a lot? no i didnt
September
1. Did you attend school/college in '05? ya
2. Who is/was your favorite teacher? umm i liked my soc teacher- he was so cute
3. Do you like fall better than summer? ummmmm i dont know
October
1. What was your favorite halloween costume ever? being a flapper (even though then i didnt know what it was- i was little)
2. what's your favorite candy? umm all sugar please
3. what did you dress up like this year? i was a spice girl...blah that
November
1. Whose house did you go to for thanksgiving? umm my dads
2. Do you love stuffing? actually this year i like it..but the stove top kind..NOT homemade..at least not my dads homemade..uck
3. What are you thankful for? my family and friends :)
December
1. Do you celebrate Christmas? yyessss
2. If not, what do you celebrate?
3. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe? umm no
4. What do you want this year for Christmas? not sure yet- its awhile away..lets not be greedy
current mood: okay
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Tuesday, March 28th, 2006
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12:01 am - um
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um and my roomies are driving me fucking nuts
thanks k bye
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Monday, March 27th, 2006
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11:12 pm - alright...
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today wasnt quite as bad but I dont know...
hearing from my friends from home really made me feel a lot better..knowing they still think about me too. its a really nice feeling.
my mom is so worried about me. I feel bad for worrying her but i NEED to talk to her..especially when I'm upset..
things were a little better today..tomorrow is the meeting when I find out my punishment/whats going to happen...
i just want these next few days to be over..
please
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Sunday, March 26th, 2006
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10:16 pm - this is real hard
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Its real hard when you fuck up real bad
and embarrassment hits in
then looks..
then just plain old not being able to stop crying.
me- who never got a detention or demerit in my life..me who didnt do anything bad until summer..me who would never act badly
yeah..well thats fucking done with
all because of one night.
i cant eat or sleep
i just feel awful
if this doesnt get better...im leaving
im running away and quitting.
i dont want to but i hate this feeling...or being so mad at myself
i know people make mistakes..but not those kind of mistakes..and im NOT that girl
i want to run away and go home..but i dont want that life either
i am just so upset..and want to hide from the world.
make this get better
now
i want summer
i NEED summer
to get away and startover
summer- get here faster please...47 days..be gone
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Friday, March 10th, 2006
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11:43 am - YAY
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I go home today!!!!!!!!!
I am so excited!! I have nothing to do for 2 hours..i hate that.
So my whole housing situation- soooo messed up.
Fight with the roomies/friends and I honestly don't think things will ever be the same-.... i don't know how I feel about that.. so I told them the other day I didnt think I was living with them, but made sure they had enough people- i dunno. its drama
I need to get away from the drama of this tiny room. blah
So we submitted our big requests the other day- they know who their littles are..we won't find out until the 22nd!! anyone who knows me..knows my patience and how i HATE not knowing things..its killing me already! She imed me from a secret sn and i dunno- it doesnt seem like one of the girls I put- and I'm just freaking out. I'd actually be happy with all but one of the girls..wait I shouldnt say that- that girl is really nice..
ugh whatever
haha
im nuts..literally crazy. its just getting worse and worse.
I was so hyper all of yesterday, which is weird cause my moods never last a whole day ..but it was nice to be happy and be myself how I am at home-- how I'm not here a lot. :)
I CANNNOT wait for home. I am leaving here at 1:30ish..hopefully home by 5ish? we shall see. Its going to be amazing. I'm a little nervous about all the shit I packed..its not a lot..only a hamper, and a suitcase and my bookbag with my laptop..but should I bring my pillows? That'll take up a lot of room kinda? and supposedly her car is tiny..oh what to do what to do. decisions decisions.
sadly- this is the excitment that I am experiencing at this very moment.
Last night I didnt sleep in my room. I sleep down the hall in this girl Annie's room. I actually talked to her all year..like in passing but this weekend we kinda hung out and she actually offered me to live with them next year....so my roomies were all drunk/loud/ and pissed at me I think..so i didnt feel like being there so I left. Supposedly they were wondering where I disappeared to...hmmm anyway
I feel like I could just ramble on forever until 1:30 comes and it's time for me to peace out of here.
get here RIGHT NOW!!!!
I'm hungry and want food- theres not much left in this room- AND to go to the cafe I'd want a sandwich but its Friday- soo...no meat. ahh and mom got marinuccis- ahh its okay I'll have to just wait until tomorrow to eat it.
Tonight: fun time with Kel and Jill... cant wait. best ever :)
okay im done
i think
yeah i am
k
bye
hhaa how annoying am i right now? oh you love it :) and you love me..hopefully :o)
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Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
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2:26 pm - i update this too much
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but whatever
i need to vent and this is a place to do it.
So last night was study hours and then I worked on my IDD projects- blah
today is snowed..did my class get cancelled? of course not
did mostly everyone elses- yep
I am highly annoyed again. I want winter to be OVER!!!!!!
I had an thing for Alpha Chi tonight but now it might be getting cancelled and I really dont want it to be because it would be nice to get out of my room and do something fun.
Weather messes everything up. damn you snow.
I dont even know what I am doing this weekend- I just want it to be over so next week will fly by and then I can be home..
8 days- go by faster please.
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Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
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3:59 pm - blah to this whole day
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because it just sucks...
I'm trying not to complain but UGH i just am annoyed..
Today started off just fine- lunch with a real nice girl from Alpha Chi..and then it just went down hill...
didnt feel so well
Got my Journalism midterm back....
the one I spent 3 hours on
the one I stayed in on Saturday night to do
the one that I was actually proud of
NO
I'm just freaking out because not only is it a bad grade- but its a bad grade in the subject that is my future career.
damn me for taking this teacher when I read reviews saying she was difficult and made people want to change their majors- but I needed a class..
But she isn't going to make me change mine- I just want to get a B in this class and I'll be happy
Another thing that pissed me off today:
my article didn't get into the newspaper..it was about Lent and yes- I know the girls who did get in was better..reason being it was more objective.
If I were to write this for catholic schools- it'd be perfect but because I am now not at one- I have to be objective and unbiased..so I'm supposing it is a learning lesson and I'm okay with that but still- its annoying.
I'm going to write another article though- she offered it to me...tonight I have to go to a meeting about the people going on Spring Break in New Orleans..etc- so I'm determined to make that one good and not get discouraged..cause I CAN write and WILL write.
I have study hours tonight which actually makes me happy- I like study hours..
but I may be spending the rest of my nightin the library to work on my IDD project...so..yet again
this whole day=blah
Oh yes..another thing I suck at.
I ate meat today. On Ash Wednesday cause I'm retarded and forgot..even though I wrote a article about Lent and KNEW it was Lent...blah blah..I ate with the girl from Alpha Chi who is Catholic and she probably was like..wwhatt is she doing..so that just makes me feel fabulous.
I want it to be Spring Break- like NOW!
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